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70 Days of Weaning: Days 3-4
Mama's Readiness I have been asked, and I continually ask myself if I am ready to wean. I have been in this place before where the possibility of weaning is on the table, and I have to decide what to ...
Read More 70 Days of Weaning: Day 2
Signs of Readiness It has been important for me to assess whether or not my son is really ready to wean. I have been paying attention to him, in this way, over the last year. What I have noticed is ...
Read More 70 Days of Weaning: Day 1
Mint Tea and Bandaids During my pregnancy, I spent lots of time preparing to breastfeed. For example, I had weekly calls with a breastfeeding peer counselor. She was a mom, with her own breastfeeding experience, and she was trained by ...
Read More 70 Days of Weaning: From the beginning
I always planned on weaning between my son's 2nd and 3rd birthdays, if he had not weaned himself first. Storm is 2 years and 2 weeks old, and we have decided our weaning process officially begins tonight at midnight. If ...
Read More True Forgiveness
While falling back into a regular and formal spiritual practice, I have recently gone through a daily routine of forgiveness, where I contemplate and meditate on its true meaning. Of course, anytime a person comes into my consciousness that I ...
Read More Poop Story
(This story is from the beginning of March 2014, when my son was only 2 months old. We are well into potty training now, and at 15 months, there are still occasional poop mishaps! In celebration of our learning process, ...
Read More Beyond Time
We Are Timeless (For Storm) Time into Timelessness Tonight, as I nuzzle you into your small bed, you open your magic eyes, and I whisper my love to you. Joyful, wise smile beams, and I see how old your soul ...
Read More The Pregnancy Pages (p. 1)
28 Weeks: Today is the first day of my third trimester. I have become well acquainted with the aches and pains, blessings and celebrations of pregnancy. My home is quiet; my partner is fast asleep. My son within is doing ...
Read More Emotional Connection
Emotional Connection Many months ago, I wrote this piece completely inspired by my beloved boyfriend. He asked to know more about what Emotional Connection was for me. We noticed we each have very different ways of approaching and being in ...
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Finding Joy: A delightful challenge
The other day, while walking along our neighborhood creek, I found myself overjoyed by the late summer wildflowers! I picked a few, and upon coming home, put them in a glass on our dining room table. The colors, scents, freshness... all bring such joy to me! My heart feels full with these gifts from the earth and these riches of my neighborhood. Later in the evening, while on a winding-down-the-day stroll, my 4 1/2 year ...
Read More Yoga Practice
Moving my body unlocks stored wisdom answers to questions I did not even know I had histories of who I have been in this life and in all directions of time. I am a kinesthetic person finding solace in movement releasing interwoven constriction breaking free of all that has ever bound me.
Read More Wild Geese
Wild Geese You do not have to be good. You do not have to walk on your knees For a hundred miles through the desert, repenting. You only have to let the soft animal of your body love what it loves. Tell me about despair, yours, and I will tell you mine. Meanwhile the world goes on. Meanwhile the sun and the clear pebbles of the rain are moving across the landscapes, over the prairies ...
Read More “The Guest House” ~ Rumi
The Guest House This being human is a guest house. Every morning a new arrival. A joy, a depression, a meanness, some momentary awareness comes as an unexpected visitor. Welcome and entertain them all! Even if they’re a crowd of sorrows, who violently sweep your house empty of its furniture, still, treat each guest honorably. He may be clearing you out for some new delight. The dark thought, the shame, the malice, meet them at ...
Read More Stillwater Meditation Online
Ever wonder what an online meditation group is like?! Here is one meditator's experience from Stillwater Meditation's Sunday morning sangha: ~ "I was anti-virtual sangha until I joined Rain. Rain has great capacity to hold space in any environment and the intuitive gift of creating the most supportive customized meditation guidance based on what is deeply present for everyone contributing that day. I am so grateful to meditate and connect with those near and far in a way that feels just ...
Read More Spring Healing Cleaning!
As we are settling into spring, I am beginning the spring cleaning in our bird's nest apartment. Whew! It needs it. A 3 year old, a busy mom, and a work-at-home dad... art projects, multiple home cooked meals a day, toys... toys... and more toys! And where is my desk... has anyone seen my desk?! Not to mention books... and jackets... and clothes of all sorts, washed and unwashed and hanging to dry and needing folding.... ...
Read More “The Heart’s Coronation”
The Heart's Coronation The pawn Always sits stunned, Chained, unable to move Beneath God's magnificent power. It is essential for the heart's coronation For the pawn to realize There is nothing but divine movement In this World. ~ Hafiz
Read More Poetry and Meditation
Poetry is a wonderful accompaniment to meditation, especially when the poet speaks of a deep spiritual, human truth through skillful use of words. Naomi Shihab Nye is such a poet, and I first found her through her popular poem, Kindness. Here, I share a poem I read at a meditation group recently. I was guest teaching for Heart of Light Meditation in Berkeley, California. At the end of a silent sit, I read aloud these words. Naomi Shihab Nye The ...
Read More Last Words at Bedtime
Storm: Mama, you love me everyday. Me: Yes, I do! (I kiss him on his blond head.) Storm: Mama, you love me everyday SO MUCH!!! Me: Yes, I love you so much everyday! (I'm smiling.) Storm: Mama, you love Daddy so much everyday too! Me: Yes, you're right! I love you and Daddy so much everyday. Storm: Mama, you love turtles so much too! Me: Turtles?! Storm: Yes! You love turtles so much everyday!!! ...
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